Thoughts for Thursday
Another week down, 18 more to go.
One more that could take my breath away.
Today I am 19weeks & 2 days.
One week and 2 days from our loss date with Carter.
I know every move I made during that week. Have questioned every moment of it. None of it will I even come close to doing again. Part of me wanted to visit my former co-workers today, but its to0 close. Nothing can be the same.
This is a different pregnancy I am different person now, we are a different family. I try and tell myself daily, But still the fear is real.
So for the next 10days or so I may be a recluse, sitting on my ass watching re-runs of Greys, but most definitely trying not to think. Praying harder then I ever have before.
Brandee
One more that could take my breath away.
Today I am 19weeks & 2 days.
One week and 2 days from our loss date with Carter.
I know every move I made during that week. Have questioned every moment of it. None of it will I even come close to doing again. Part of me wanted to visit my former co-workers today, but its to0 close. Nothing can be the same.
This is a different pregnancy I am different person now, we are a different family. I try and tell myself daily, But still the fear is real.
So for the next 10days or so I may be a recluse, sitting on my ass watching re-runs of Greys, but most definitely trying not to think. Praying harder then I ever have before.
Brandee
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Kara
Love you all! Praying hard!
Sue